Autotheory and What the Constitution Means to Me

Autotheory and What the Constitution Means to Me

Autotheory and Heidi Schreck’s What the Constitution Means to Me:
“Why not me?” becomes “Why not all of us?”

A reflection on the burgeoning genre as I dramaturge theatre KAPOW’s upcoming production.

By Claire Soleil Gardner

Heidi Schreck’s What the Constitution Means to Me challenges form, genre, and convention so thoroughly that it is hard to explain without acknowledging a new genre of contemporary playwriting, autotheory. Autotheory is the blending of memory based narrative and political or philosophical theory. Schreck uses both memory and political theory onstage to bring her audience’s attention to the Constitution, something few of us in the 21st century bother with anymore. Why bother with reading that dry hundred-year-old document that has lost its meaning and power when there are screens and an attention economy begging for our eyes? What the Constitution Means to Me compels us to care about the document. When What the Constitution Means to Me had its off-Broadway run in 2018, and Broadway run in 2019, the attention economy was already in full swing. However, since the 2018 premiere of the play, the battle for attention and new technology has vastly accelerated. What’s different between 2018-19 to now? Only a global pandemic that made society completely reliant on new technology, the murder of George Floyd, the Black Lives Matter movement, the 2021 insurrection at the capital, and AI technology’s rapid integration into everyday life- need I say more? Throughout this period of accelerated changes and disruptions in America, Schreck’s play remains relevant through its ageless questions about nationhood, personhood, and where those questions lie in America’s founding document. What the Constitution Means to Me’s continued relevance has much to do with its burgeoning genre, autotheory. 

According to Robyn Wiegman, a professor of literature at Duke University, there is no critical consensus on the meaning of the term autotheory; it is a new and nebulous literary concept, popularized by poet and critic Maggie Nelson in her 2015 book The Argonauts. In an interview with The Interval, Schreck stated that “I like autotheories a lot. Maggie Nelson [in The Argonauts] was weaving together a memoir with literary theory and then jumping back and forth between a very rigorous political form and very personal material, and I liked that.” The personal and the theoretical are not routinely intermingled in autobiography or in intellectual theory. The bridge of autotheory between the two well defined genres is a new writing form that rebels against the separation of personal life and academic theory. Autotheory echoes the phrase popularized by radical feminist Carol Hanisch: The personal is political. Autotheory is activist-oriented exploration of the living identities of marginalized subjects that requires an exploration of self and an exploration of systemic power structures. Even seven years ago, Schreck’s use of the form and its transformation into a play was cutting edge, while staying true to playwriting traditions. 

Some of the most iconic playwrights of the 20th century set a precedent of challenging structure and genre. Schreck shares “… in the tradition of María Irene Fornés, my great hero, I don’t usually begin with a clear goal of what I’m trying to do. I begin to write very intuitively and instinctually. In the beginning, while I was making it, I was going so much on instinct because I knew I wanted to make something new” (Myers, Victoria. “The Prophet Arrived: Heidi Schreck”, The Interval, 10 Dec. 2018). Bringing autotheory to the stage came from Schreck’s intuition, not from recreation of classical play structures. As a lifelong theater maker it is no wonder Schreck’s instincts are so fruitful. She brought autotheory’s embrace of subjectivity home to the stage, so it could thrive in new and exciting ways. 

By bridging theory, memory, and narrative, autotheory generates unique writing that exists outside the bounds of objectivity. Autotheory is feeling and context. Nuances of personal context are as debated as historical and political contexts by those involved. When Schreck examines four generations of women in her family, she acknowledges the contested nature of their lives, as much as she acknowledges the contested nature of the Constitution. In Schreck’s examination, she allows emotion to interact with intellect as an equal. However, Schreck herself is the narrator, complicating her role in the exploration of family stories and national stories. Autotheory brings up questions of sincerity versus honesty, a friction passed down from the autobiography genre. Can anyone be completely honest when discussing themselves? If it is what they sincerely believe, does that make it the truth? What’s the difference between personal truth and empirical truth? Schreck steers into the complexity of writing about the women in her family by making herself the main character and narrator of What the Constitution Means to Me. Fictional narrators can lie to the audience; sincere narrators can only lie to themselves. By revisiting her fifteen-year-old self in the first half of the play, Schreck examines her own sincerity, and the lies or inaccuracies within it. In Dickensian fashion, she explores herself with a mentor from her past, who transforms into an actor contemporary from her present, and later is joined by a teenage debater who represents the future. They all reflect different aspects of the main character, and more than merely fact checking her, demonstrate her plurality as an individual. Each of us is many different people, to different people, even in one lifetime or one play.

Anything that begins with “auto-” implies a certain amount of focus on the self, yet Schreck strives to include those beyond her lived experience. As a narrator she consistently challenges her understanding of the Constitution and her personal history. In the play she tries to understand herself and the history she was taught by asking “Remember that thing I said about the male-to-female ratio in Washington state being nine to one? That’s not true. That’s what my history teacher Mr. Berger taught me. There were thousands of women in Washington, of course: the women of the Wenatchi tribes, the Salish tribes. And, apparently, some of these women had been marrying white men for a long time…” (Schreck, 32). Schreck is not always flawless in her inclusion. As a Native woman, being included as the consistently worst off in violence statistics or solely in the context of marrying white men isn’t exactly uplifting representation. There are many examples of what Native women have contributed to America and its founding document beyond martyrdom or marriage, especially through contributions to the Great Law of Peace. Though Schreck’s script doesn’t feature this unsung history, by the nature of autotheory Schreck recognizes her own insufficiencies on a topic as large as the Constitution. Instead of using the discomfort of an exposed ignorance as an excuse to exclude those outside her lived experience, she includes as many women as she can in her feminism. In Theatre Kapow’s February 2026 production, we have had to update certain statistics and facts that have been disproven or unbound with time and perspective, something Schreck fully endorses in her show notes. Even as the playwright and star, she is vulnerable enough to recognize her own mistakes. Schreck utilizes autotheory not to focus on the self, but to gain a deeper understanding of the self, offering a certain humility. Autotheory entails applying analytical thought to oneself, which requires self awareness and accountability in pursuit of the truth. Maybe even more precious than the pursuit of truth, is autotheory’s pursuit of understanding.

While focusing on how the Constitution has excluded and failed American women, including those in her own family, Schreck consistently gestures to the understanding that reality is far bigger than any one viewpoint, including her own. Schreck recognizes that violence against women must be examined through a nuanced, and intersectional frame. Schreck’s narrator is undeniably sincere in her humble willingness to meet what simply is, freshly. Schreck undeniably brought something new and fresh to Broadway and to autotheory, by taking the burgeoning genre to the stage. This genuine organic aspect is being highlighted by contemporary theater writers to express what has always been true about the theater- that what you see on stage is real. Whether or not you agree with its interpretations, it is sincere. Theater is happening live, in real time, instead of in compressed virtual time. It brings us to the present, where we can examine the past’s darkness and the future’s hope with special attention. Schreck expands her questioning of the Constitution from, “Why couldn’t the Constitution protect my grandmother and mother from abuse?” to the question, “Why doesn’t the Constitution protect all women?”. “Why not me?” becomes “Why not all of us?”. Schreck’s play is a web of questions about protection, and by using the genre of autotheory, her play activates our attention and understanding in an utterly human way.

Casting Call: Morning Sun

Casting Call: Morning Sun

theatre KAPOW will hold auditions for its June 2026 production of Morning Sun by Simon Stephens, directed by Leslie Pasternack.

Auditions: Saturday, November 15, starting at 1 pm, theatre KAPOW Studio, Manchester, NH 

Rehearsals: Rehearsals will begin the week of April 27, 2026 and will be held at the tKAPOW Studio in Manchester, NH.  A detailed rehearsal schedule will be created once the show is cast.  Please bring schedule information from April 27 through June 14.

Performances: June 5, 6 and 7, 2026 at BNH Stage, Concord, NH and June 12, 13 and 14 at New Hampshire Theatre Project, Portsmouth, NH

Roles available for two non-union actresses (the role of One/Charley McBride has been cast):

  • Actress Two (Charley’s mother Charlotte McBride and other characters) – 60’s/70/s 
  • Actress Three (Charley’s daughter Tessa McBride and other characters) – 20s
  • The three actresses appear on stage for the entire show (100 minutes).  Actresses Two and Three play several additional characters of varying ages and genders.

Stipend: $350

Audition requirements: One minute contemporary monologue, come comfortably dressed and able to move.  Actors will also read scenes in pairs/groups of three.  The afternoon will conclude by 3 pm

About the show: In Greenwich Village a generation or so ago, the city is alive. Joni Mitchell sings, friends and lovers come and go, and the regulars change at the White Horse Tavern. As 50 years pass, one woman’s life is revealed in all its complexity, mystery and possibility in this play about mothers and daughters, beginnings and endings in New York City. As it picks apart evolving ideas of identity, family, memory, and more, Morning Sun reminds us that the interruptions in our lives are the ghosts we carry with us. Beautifully crafted and deeply moving, this NH premiere is a poignant exploration of the human experience.

*Content Transparency: This production contains strong language and adult content, including themes/descriptions of violence, pregnancy and abortion, sexual situations, loss, homophobia and homophobic slurs, and alcohol and drug use.
The Best We Could – Accessible Program

The Best We Could – Accessible Program

The Best We Could (a family Tragedy 

by Emily Feldman

BNH Stage

February 7, 8, and 9, 2025

 

Director’s Note

Erma Bombeck said, “There is a thin line that separates laughter from pain, comedy and tragedy, humor and hurt.” That is definitely true in the case of Emily Feldman’s beautiful play The Best We Could (a family tragedy).  It was such an interesting show to work on because I think we as a company had the sense that under all the fun of this piece there was tragedy lurking (it’s in the title after all). So we had lots of laughter at every rehearsal but it kind of felt like that laughter came with a responsibility to tell the story well. 

I am very vocal about my love for Thornton Wilder’s Our Town so when I heard Emily Feldman describe her play as “Death of a Salesman meets Our Town” I was very intrigued. Imagine contemporary versions of Miller’s characters inhabiting a world reminiscent of Wilder’s Our Town and you get a sense of how The Best We Could functions. But, while I think everyone would benefit from familiarity with Miller and Wilder’s works, that familiarity is not necessary to understand Lou, Ella, Peg, Marc, or even Maps in this play. That is because, like so many of the plays that theatre KAPOW enjoys exploring, the characters in The Best We Could represent something universal about the human experience. As Wilder himself wrote in Our Town:

“We all know that something is eternal. And it ain’t houses and it ain’t names, and it ain’t earth, and it ain’t even the stars . . . everybody knows in their bones that something is eternal, and that something has to do with human beings. All the greatest people ever lived have been telling us that for five thousand years and yet you’d be surprised how people are always losing hold of it. There’s something way down deep that’s eternal about every human being.”

So, I hope you enjoy this show and taking this journey back and forth across the thin line that separates comedy and tragedy. Both laughter and t

– Matt Cahoon, Director

 

theatre KAPOW presents

The Best We Could (a family tragedy) 

by Emily Feldman

Maps … Samantha Griffin
Ella ..… Molly Litt
Peg …… Alex Picard
Lou ….. Peter Josephson
Marc ….. Ray Dudley
Director …… Matt Cahoon
Stage Manager ….. Carey Cahoon
Lighting Design ……  Tayva Young
Scenic Design ….. Matt Cahoon
Zumba Choreographer … Sallie Werst
Director of American Sign Language ….. Deb McKinney
ASL/English Interpreters ….. Kristen Chenoweth-Curty and Jola Leary

Run Time: 90 minutes with no intermission

The Best We Could (a family tragedy) is presented by special arrangement with Concord Theatricals on behalf of Samuel French, Inc. www.concordtheatricals.com

Originally produced by the Manhattan Theatre Club, Lynne Meadow, Artistic Director, Barry Grove, Executive Producer with funds provided by the Edgar Foundation New Play Award on March 7, 2023. Developed in the New Strands Residency, a program of the American Conservatory Theater Pam MacKinnon, Artistic Director – Jennifer Bielstein, Executive Director

Developed by the Cape Cod Theatre Project Hal Brooks, Artistic Director. A workshop production of The Best We Could was presented by New York Stage and Film & Vassar at the Powerhouse Theater, Summer 2019. The Best We Could was developed with support from SPACE on Ryder Farm.

The Company

Ray Dudley (Marc) is performing his first show with tKAPOW and he couldn’t be happier. Ray is a 3X NHTAward Winner as well as the host of the WKXL radio program NH Unscripted and has been performing on the stage for over 40 years. Some of his more notable roles were Pontius Pilate (JC Superstar), Truman Capote (TRU), Scrooge (A Christmas Carol), Big Daddy (Cat on a Hot Tin Roof), Oscar Madison (The Odd Couple), Captain Smith (Titanic the Musical), Narrator/Mysterious Man (Into the Woods) and John Adams (1776). He’s also been seen in commercials for Toyota, Wayfair, Hannaford, Manchester Regional Airport, NH Liquor Commission and Goodwill Industries.

Peter Josephson (Lou) is in his fourteenth season as a company member of the theatre KAPOW. An accomplished actor and director, he has been nominated for Seacoast Spotlight awards for both acting and directing, and has won two New Hampshire Theatre Awards for his roles in Penelope and Exit the King (both with tKAPOW). In addition to tKapow he has performed with the New Hampshire Theatre Project, the Winnipesaukee Playhouse, and the Seven Stages Shakespeare Company, and has directed for theatreKapow, the New Hampshire Theatre Project, Threshold Stage, and Glass Dove Productions. Peter’s most recent productions with theatre KAPOW include Every Brilliant Thing, Mr. Wolf, Tiny Beautiful Things, and The Thanksgiving Play. He leads occasional acting workshops in the Michael Chekhov technique. For more than 40 years (!) he has benefited from the love and support of his wife Becky, without whom he would be a shadow of his present self.

Samantha Griffin (Maps), she/her, is an actor, playwright, intimacy choreographer, and double virgo from Southern NH. She holds a BFA in Musical Theatre Performance with a minor in Playwriting from Columbia College Chicago. Previous acting with tKAPOW: I, Will, The Rembrandt, and A Midsummer Night’s Dream. Other favorite credits include Sunday in the Park with George (CCC) and Seussical! The Musical (Firehouse Center for the Arts). Special thank you to her dad, Charlie, and to the dogs she’s been lucky enough to love, Maggie and Rylee. @samdgrif

Molly Litt (Ella) is an NH-based actor, voice actor, and model. She is the proud recipient of the 2021 Lady Olivier Acting Prize for Performance. Molly obtained her BA Honors in Acting from the Liverpool Institute of Performing Arts (2021.) Molly’s previous work with Theatre Kapow includes The Thanksgiving Play (Alicia) and multiple iterations of A Midsummer Nights Dream (Bottom, Demetrius). To learn more about Molly and her work, please visit www.mollylitt.com.

Alex Picard (Peg) is an award-winning stage actor and award nominated voice over artist and is thrilled to be joining Theatre Kapow for this production. Currently an Audiobook Narrator with 100 titles under her belt, Alex is a former theatre professor and continues to act professionally in the area.  She was recently seen as Annie Wilkes in Misery at the North Country Center for the Arts and Martha in Who’s Afraid of Virginia Woolf? at the Hatbox Theatre.  While serving as the Managing Director of the Devanaughn Theatre Company in the South End of Boston she acted professionally in the area with such companies as The Gloucester Stage Company in the English language premiere of Compromise working with Israel Horovitz, The Huntington Theatre as a resident understudy including serving as the understudy for Lisa Kron in Well, among other credits. Alex has also appeared more locally in productions with Northern Stage and The Open Door Theatre Company. For more information check out alexpicard.com or search for her on your favorite audiobook listening platform. 

Matt Cahoon (Director) is a theatre maker who specializes in Direction and Production Design. He is one of the co-founders of theatre KAPOW and during his time with tKAPOW, Matt has directed over 30 productions for the company.  He has received multiple NH Theatre Awards for his work with tKAPOW including Best Director (3x) and Best Scenic Design.  Matt has also directed at St. Anselm College, the Winnipesaukee Playhouse, Jean’s Playhouse, and LaMaMa Umbria.  He is a three-time recipient of the NHSCA Artist Entrepreneurial Grant Award and was named one of the Union Leader’s 40 Under Forty (back when he was under forty!). Matt has an MA in Arts Administration from Goucher College and an M.Ed. in Leadership and Management from Fitchburg State University.  Additional training includes work with Double Edge Theatre Company and the Tectonic Theater Project. After spending 18 years as the Director of Cultural Programming and Director of the Stockbridge Theatre at Pinkerton Academy, Matt became the Director of Theatre at New Hampton School. In July 2024, Matt was named New Hampton’s Academic Dean. 

Carey Cahoon (Stage Manager) was seen on stage this season with tKAPOW in Every Brilliant Thing, and she is pleased to don a headset once more to stage manage this production. For tKAPOW’s 2017 production of Living in Exile as Briseis she won the NH Theatre Award for Best Actress (Professional). She also won the 2017 NH Theatre Award for Best Actress as Queen Marguerite in Exit the King, and in 2014 for her roles in tKAPOW’s 3-person Macbeth. Other favorite roles include the moan in On the Exhale, Sarah Goodwin in Time Stands Still, Cassandra in Agamemnon, Hedda Tesman in Hedda Gabler, Jessie in ‘night, Mother, the Pilot in Grounded and Penelope in The Penelopiad. Carey has also performed, directed or designed with Glass Dove Productions, Boston Playwright’s Platform, Stage One Productions, the Palace Theatre, and the Anselmian Abbey Players. She holds a BA in Classics from St. Anselm College, and trained at the Atlantic Acting School, Shakespeare & Company, and with SITI Company. careycahoon.com

Sallie Werst (Zumba Choreographer) of Merrimack, NH, received her early dance training at SNHDT under the directorship of Patricia Lavoie. She graduated from Pace University’s Lubin School and Pforzheimer’s Honors College with a BBA in Marketing and a minor in Studio Art. Her dance experience is eclectic, from being on scholarship at Ballet Academy East and exploring the world of NYC house and hip hop culture, to rocking the sidelines at Superbowl XXLVI as a New England Patriots Cheerleader and sharing her love of all movement as a teacher/ choreographer in NH and across the country over the past 18 years. Sallie has performed locally with Ragged Edge, FreeFall Contemporary, Saving Grace, Nsquared Dance Company, and for numerous NHDC events all the while enjoying 15 years as a certified Zumba instructor! She is so excited to find her group exercise experience and love of the performing arts colliding at this juncture with the wonderful people of tKAPOW!

Tayva Young (Lighting Designer) is in her 15th year with tKAPOW. She is a local New England lighting designer. She has designed at The Players Ring, Winnipesaukee Playhouse, NHTP, Hackmatack Playhouse and of course  tKAPOW. She considers tKAPOW to be her theatre family and she could not have asked for a more talented, supportive and imaginative group of people to work with. She enjoys the collaboration process with so many talented individuals, bringing the magic of live theatre to all audiences. Her design work can be seen across the New England region. When she is not bringing stories to life with light, she is helping others through her Massage Business out of her home in North Berwick, ME. She has been honored with two NH Theater Awards for best Lighting Design.  She thanks each and every one of you for supporting the arts as well as her loving family for all their support and love. Enjoy the Show!

Emily Feldman (playwright) lives in New York City. Her play The Best We Could (a family tragedy) received an Edgerton Foundation New Play Award and The Tow Foundation Playwrights Residency, and was included on The Kilroys List. Emily’s other recent plays include We’ve Come to Believe, Go. Please. Go., and The Oracle, which received the Kennedy Center’s Paula Vogel Award. Emily’s work has been supported by fellowships at MacDowell, The Playwrights Center, Page 73, SPACE on Ryder Farm, The Ground Floor at Berkeley Rep and The Playwrights Realm. Emily’s plays have been developed by many theatres and development organizations, including New York Stage and Film, The New Harmony Project, Portland Center Stage, Alliance/Kendeda, Roundabout Theatre Company, American Conservatory Theater and La Jolla Playhouse. Emily holds degrees from Middlebury College, UC San Diego and The Juilliard School.

The Best We Could is sponsored by St. Mary’s Bank.

theatre KAPOW is supported in part by a grant from the NH State Council on the Arts and the National Endowment for the Arts.

theatre KAPOW is proud to be a Senior Fellow in the New Hampshire Dance Collaborative’s Accelerator Program and we are grateful for their support.

theatre KAPOW thanks the following people and organizations for their support of The Best We Could.

  • New Hampton School
  • BNH Stage
  • Future in Sight
  • Perkins School for the Blind
  • National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI)

VISUAL DESCRIPTION

There is large, low, square platform with a geometric, map pattern on it. Four brown, wooden chairs are placed on the floor, one at each corner, facing into the square.

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